Sighs of Optimism

No, you misunderstood them,
You couldn't fathom their complexity,
but love is not so hard to decipher, when we take it as we should,
The forever happiness we've longed for,
Something to smile over,
As your shot and bleeding out all over,
love would make you feel like this was alright,
you've finally reached the benchmark of your existance,
Of course you'd be sad to be removed from your love,
But in truth your love became innate,
So in your final hours,
love is transfixed behind your eyes,
you see everything through rose glasses,
and you know the beauty of it all,
you are bitter to lose the touch, the sight, the sound, the taste, the smell,
But somewhere in side you've kept all photographed,
Ingrained on your mind,
And you happily content with your choices,
Will smile onwards,
Tho of course for the purest lover, that is the worst case scenario,
Best case scenario, if we want to be a little more bright,
And not lost in lovely shadow,
In broad daylight, amongst the happiest of bumblebees,
You find this pure ecstacy that warrants an embrace,
you bubble over with foam,
You are home,
in this place you are home,
and its like nothing you've ever felt before,
But what about when its gone?
What about when you have to move on?
You can remember the good times,
The great times,
Until a new love comes to you,
They are not interchangeable,
and the new may come with some glitches or upgrades,
Its just an update of your software,
And this love too,
Will make you feel wonderful,
And brand new.