Fucked

It is interesting to note that there is not a specific person that cannot get in the way of this messed up conundrum, because you don't understand that you are fucked if you get in the way of the bullet, because it will tear through your soul as though there is nothing left to do, and you are fucked if you let it hit you of course, not choosing to run or choosing to run will result in similar damage, and it will fucking hurt.  so you dive right in, right on into it, head first and breaking, and shattering, all those bones that you thought  you had, but your still fucked as all hell because lets face it the devil needs you to fail.  But what of god that son of a bitch has bigger fish to fry so as your felony rises, and you curse the heavens for the failings they gave you that make you feel like hell you will die all over inside.  Yes your fucked.  You stand out on the precipise and you take a gander at all of the willful people who have thrown themselves over, and some have been saved, but most are splattered on the sides of the wall.  And you can take your best chance, and leap and hope that you are hailed on up high, but its time to face facts you fucking lost it.  You may not be a fortune teller, but you are doomed to be stuck as a fucking lost cause.  And no matter how many beautiful people you want to surround yourself with,  you are fucked.  totally and utterly fucked.  its not the first time either, eventually you'll try it again, and you'll be dead.  Its over.  Stick to yourself, stick to what you know, don't worry about that legacy that you will never be able to create.  Or all of those children that you will never have, becaue inevitably you area  dead man, a corpse walkings, and you most likekly then will be shooting blanks, for undead have other things to worry about.  So fuck it, fuck yourself, you're worthless in their eyes, well fuck them.  Because you've got bigger fish to fry, yes you've got bigger mistakes to fuck.