Saturday, November 29, 2014

Another Opening Version of The Misfits

Clive

I wouldn’t be honest if I said the big hulking mess of flesh next to me doesn’t smell to high heaven.  His names Ward, about six years ago he had the misfortune of being in a house fire, burns to ninety percent of his body, but he still has his eye sight so that’s a blessing.    The other guy on my right is Moriarty, don’t know if that’s his real name, he doesn’t talk much.   He’s scrawny, and even though he’s wearing a pitch black pea coat he still looks like he weighs the same amount as an anorexic swimsuit model.   There’s one distinguishing mark on him and thats the none to subtle scarring along the length of his throat.   Maybe he learned to shut up because someone made it a personal trait of his, maybe I should learn by example and get this over with.
The three of us are what you might call a motley crew.   We’re the lost and the damned, the misplaced orphans of a criminal empire who no longer had need for us.  When you’re worthless to the lowlifes we worked for, then you’re expendable.   So its either your dead, burned, cut or broken, or all of the above.   I point my arm forward and the blade that’s there where my hand used to be points directly at the son of a bitch we’re here for.  He’s scared, as he should be.  If I had to face a trio of misfits as ugly as us I’d probably be pissing myself by now.   I checked his leg though, no darkened stains on his pants, I’d say he’s holding up pretty well.
“Let’s get this over with.”  Ward says, he has a raspy way of talking, and his sentiments reflect my own, but there’s something entertaining with toying with someone who has it coming.  Not that we’re heroes, but we are taking out underworld trash.  Like Mr. Quaking in My Boots here.
“I’m sorry.”  The frightened little so and so says, and I’m sure he is.   “I can get the money back to Mr. Valkov, I can.”   He thinks we work for the mother of all mafia kingpins, the mad russian called Dmitri Valkov.  In a way we all did at one time or another.  But not anymore, now its been our goal to disrupt the party, cut down his organization and free this city of the stranglehold he has on it.
“We don’t want the money.”  I tell him, but it’d be nice.   “You spent a lot of time managing the personal finances of that bastard, and we want the records you’ve no doubt kept.”   He pauses a moment and stops quaking, thinking he’s safe if he does what I ask.  Then he says something that I didn’t expect.
“Go fuck yourselves.”  
I have to hand it to him he’s ballsy, apparently he’s been skimming off a profit for himself on the side, and he thought we were here to “deal” with him, but now that he knows were not he’s grown a backbone, his loyalty to his employer is concrete.    Also, he doesn’t consider us a threat.
I’m about to move in on him myself, my blades haven’t done their work in a few days, but Moriarty draws and fires before i’ve taken one step.  The man is pissing himself now, you can see it pooling on the floor as he lays there grimmacing through the bullet that pained through his kneecap.
When he wants to Moriarty can speak volumes.
“I won’t hurt him.”  Ward tells us.   He hangs back why we move forward.  Its typical of the big red giant to not want to get involved more than he has to.   After all if memory serves he wasn’t directly harmed in his predicament, only discarded.
The man has a gun barrel pressed against his other knee and Moriarty presses it in hard, while I tap the tip of my blade on his open palm so that he’s got the hallways carpet underneath.  “The books.”  I apply a little pressure.  “The books.”  I say again with another ounce of pressure, I’ve broken skin.
If he wasn’t annoying me with his silence I’d admire the prick, but as it is I don’t have time to waste with the slow approach.  The blood pools around my blade as I poke through to the carpet.  Moriarty pulls his trigger.   “Do you want your limbs or not?  Because I’m okay with you having nothing but a pelvis and torso.”
“He’ll kill me.”
He isn’t wrong.
“Can you protect me?”  He asks, there’s a deep seeded fear in his eyes.  He has immediate pain, or imminent death to choose from.
I lie.  Moriarty shoots a glance at me, but I don’t look back.  I do my best look of sympathy and reassurance.   I do my best to look heroic while my blade stings at his opened hand.   I lie again then remove the blade.
Ward is directly behind me, I can feel his lumbering presence like an elephant, I’m amazed he can even fit inside the building.  He’s not happy with my negotiating tatcics.   Thinks that being honest makes up for killing lots and lots of people.  As if one moral attribute makes up for a platitude of immoral ones.  Who am I to say otherwise.
“Under my desk.   There’s a flap of loose carpet.   The safe combination is 18-24-2.”  There’s no time for more promises, before Ward pushes passed me and slams his foot on the poor saps throat.  You can hear the bones shatter, and see the breath leave him.  The pain is momentary, then he’s still.
“Better this way.”  Ward says, he lifts up the poor sod and carries him to the nearby bedroom.  The body draped over his burned shoulder.    He may not feel physical pain, but the big guys got a soft spot for victims of circumstance.   It was a means to an end I suppose but if we hand’t gotten him to fess up the location and combination we would have tortured him.  And though he had he still would have been tortured and then murdered.   I guess you could say Ward is complacent with our actions, but I think he’s more clean up than anything.  Some of these people used to be his friends, he was the closest to Dmitri - between the three of us.  He’ll judge me for this, but I can’t do the same to him.  
Not sure what Moriarty thinks, he’s already out of the hall and back with the ledger book before I’m standing at the bedroom door watching Ward tuck the corpse of some crooked accountant into his comforter like he was his own child.    The guys a conundrum.

Gods Above Us

There was a beacon of hope that terrified the vile
It shone forth like a great fire
Burning and terrifying
Like a blight, but pristine
Terrorizing the wicked
And comforting the willful
Not the good but the content
Not the saints but the ants
An ordinary people guarded by otherworldly light
For the saints march on with their swords and their shields
And the evils press forward with their teeth and their claws
Tremendous strides not unlike giants
While the insects pass by one another
Under foot of these behemoths
Protected by the flames of some time else
Moving to and fro unabashed
Not deterred by the warring of the factions
Simply simple in the simplicity of the simpleton
Their mindsets pleased to be freely going with family
To safely interacting with friends
While the monsters and gods swing forth hunks of steal
Scratch with protruding bones
And tearing each other a part
There is a red mist that flutters down upon the bugs
Coats them once in a while
And distracts them like the first droplets of rain
And then they pause and they ponder
Contemplate the blood rain
Unable to see the tops of the hulking masses
Unable to see like the canopy of a thousand trees
It is a truth though
For the unfortunate
That in all the gnashing of teeth
And blows of swords
That the feet move about on those giants legs like redwoods
And a few of the critters are squashed underneath
So that others ponder the pain on the ground
Not the great big thunder flailing overhead
The clanging of steal
The shattering of backs
The cries of defeat
The death tears of the broken
As the blessed and the damned
Bleed out on the land
There are those on the ground who never look up
Who only tend to their wounded
Slain in a cosmic struggle 
That had nothing to do with them in the first place
So much for otherworldly protection
So much for divine intervention

Thursday, November 13, 2014

Appropriate Cause Then Effect

I was afraid of what it meant to be in the dark
To find myself sifting through the endless piles of my life
The miniscule details that I failed to care for
Like the minute hairs that stood on end upon my arms
It was a given that it'd be taken for granted
But I'd be damned if I didn't try just a little bit
Helplessly I heed to no one
I garner myself a lost cause and beckon back the path
Caught in a time warp that repeats in reincarnated garble
To spit out obnoxious slang that makes absolutely no more sense than it ever would
I am at a loss
Imprisoned against my own magnitudes
Do not give up on me
Do not cast me away
When I am thus broken like the bow of a ship against the cliff face
Slipping back into the tide
Where water wants me to hide forever
Lost and drowning
Suffocating in the liquid that once gave me life
And now takes it away
The first god, the last god
Life bringer and gone.